Respected Brother
Sadar Charan Sparsh
I would for the first time like to know who those six fortunate individuals had been.. not that I have anything against them.. let the FmXt be aware of who were privileged.. and when and how the competition was organised.. if it was on the blog.. long long ago.. it was not well organised..
You keep talking of the fourth estate's disturbing episodes.. I can understand how painful it could be to be dishonest.. but then.. on this blog you never gave an inkling that some six members from our this very family.. or the family you consider FmXt were going to be part of the lunch.. you have full right to be privileged to keep the list within your chest.. and not disclose.. but if that is the case.. I would close down my shop.. I mean I had no intention of being a party to have lunch with you.. have told many a times that I am not even interested in coming over to shake hands and take a few photographs.. yet I also know that our Manoj Kumar Ojha.. a very sincere member of FmXt was in town especially to have a meeting with you on your birthday.. I understand that his exercise did not bear fruit.. Someone flying from Algeria.. making his intentions clear here on the blog.. he has been let down for whatever reasons..It is not who has been let down.. it is theentire FmXt who has been kept in dark about this meeting with some six individuals..
I am disenchanted.. Yes.. I am disllusioned.. yes.. I am forced into disinterest.. Yes..
Abhaya Sharma never has asked anything for his ownself and would never even ask.. not now.. not in future.. not under any conditions.. but Brother.. I do feel that this lunch with six FmXt.. does not seem to be lunch with actual FmXt.. I somehow get a feeling of sadness... not for me but for several deserving candidates here..
I now let you know the three wishes or questions that Amrit, m eleven year old wanted answers..1. Innocent yet intelligent question.. if you are the genie how could you fit into the small lamp2. When would your bhoot leave our house (clearly he means that why does my father all the time talk about you and think of you.. I know I should answer this question.. )3. I don't remember the third wish or question now..
It is for some reasons now irrelevant for ume to associate with you in the same way that I had been for more than a year..
It would not mean that I would not visit the blog.. It would also not mean tha my respect for you is going to diminish.. it is not going to mean that I would not be interested in what other members of FmXt write here..
yet it does Mean brother.. that I have to dissociate myself from the blog for looking beyond.. to remain answerable to my son.. to not get engrossed into my own world of facination and fantasy forever..
I Abhaya Sharma.. herewith pledge that I shall not thrust trhe blog with so much of my presence.. atleast a few of my friends here might feel releieved.. some few may even question my wisdom.. I have not said that I am not going to be part of it at all.. I just want to dossociate for a while.. contemplate and consider what and when shall I write here..
Please do not treat as a dejection.. do not even treat it as something against the fortunate six.. just treat it as a simple query as to when and how the six members were picked.. who were they.. and what were the criteria laid for their selection..
Love as always and Love you always
I would for the first time like to know who those six fortunate individuals had been.. not that I have anything against them.. let the FmXt be aware of who were privileged.. and when and how the competition was organised.. if it was on the blog.. long long ago.. it was not well organised..
You keep talking of the fourth estate's disturbing episodes.. I can understand how painful it could be to be dishonest.. but then.. on this blog you never gave an inkling that some six members from our this very family.. or the family you consider FmXt were going to be part of the lunch.. you have full right to be privileged to keep the list within your chest.. and not disclose.. but if that is the case.. I would close down my shop.. I mean I had no intention of being a party to have lunch with you.. have told many a times that I am not even interested in coming over to shake hands and take a few photographs.. yet I also know that our Manoj Kumar Ojha.. a very sincere member of FmXt was in town especially to have a meeting with you on your birthday.. I understand that his exercise did not bear fruit.. Someone flying from Algeria.. making his intentions clear here on the blog.. he has been let down for whatever reasons..It is not who has been let down.. it is theentire FmXt who has been kept in dark about this meeting with some six individuals..
I am disenchanted.. Yes.. I am disllusioned.. yes.. I am forced into disinterest.. Yes..
Abhaya Sharma never has asked anything for his ownself and would never even ask.. not now.. not in future.. not under any conditions.. but Brother.. I do feel that this lunch with six FmXt.. does not seem to be lunch with actual FmXt.. I somehow get a feeling of sadness... not for me but for several deserving candidates here..
I now let you know the three wishes or questions that Amrit, m eleven year old wanted answers..1. Innocent yet intelligent question.. if you are the genie how could you fit into the small lamp2. When would your bhoot leave our house (clearly he means that why does my father all the time talk about you and think of you.. I know I should answer this question.. )3. I don't remember the third wish or question now..
It is for some reasons now irrelevant for ume to associate with you in the same way that I had been for more than a year..
It would not mean that I would not visit the blog.. It would also not mean tha my respect for you is going to diminish.. it is not going to mean that I would not be interested in what other members of FmXt write here..
yet it does Mean brother.. that I have to dissociate myself from the blog for looking beyond.. to remain answerable to my son.. to not get engrossed into my own world of facination and fantasy forever..
I Abhaya Sharma.. herewith pledge that I shall not thrust trhe blog with so much of my presence.. atleast a few of my friends here might feel releieved.. some few may even question my wisdom.. I have not said that I am not going to be part of it at all.. I just want to dossociate for a while.. contemplate and consider what and when shall I write here..
Please do not treat as a dejection.. do not even treat it as something against the fortunate six.. just treat it as a simple query as to when and how the six members were picked.. who were they.. and what were the criteria laid for their selection..
Love as always and Love you always
Abhaya Sharma
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