Merry Christmas to You

Respected Brother
Merry Christmas to you and every soul of the blog!

And to every member of this country who loves every religion being secular. I wish a very merry christmas to all.. Some of my foreign friends alone I would be addressing here.. Indian friends should not kill me for that..

Carla, Renate, Phyllis (PB), Zhenya, Lyudmila, Rose ( Sis can I wish!), Elena, Rochelle Goldman ( I know you ain't christian, you are still wished anyway especially for your disbelief..), Tatiana, Anat Magen ( I know again you are form Israel and would have loved to be wished aroy\und Hanukka! did I spell that right!), in fact I don't know If i could wish many more people in Valorie Adams ( I don't still know if you are Indian.. if you had told me I must have forgotten.. eh.. I am good at something atleast..) and Claudia Ciesla of BigBoss 3.. I did not get to know how and when you were voted out.. I thought you had a good chance to score above others.. it is all right..

Am I forgetting some others like I have always been.. not my fault blame it on my being 50.. I have a reason to forget 50 things in 50 seconds.. 50 of those can safely add their names to this list.. Joshua David for one and Dorothy Mdigan for another..

Merry Christmas to you

The cricket lover says to you

Come lets just play too!

Merry Christmas dear friends

Merry Christmas to you!

Oh I forgot the biggest fan of Jesus.. excuse me Christ for forgetting Gisele Gomez Barbosa of Rhode Islands.. I hope Patrick is doing fine their and is not too unhappy amongst angels and saints.. come Gislee Lets do celebrate.. celebrate Christams with you too.. and Christ why am I not writing to my best friend on earth.. Best Christmas Wishes Gisele.. I hope I could once again be able to write to you and say Merry Chritmas mon ami Gisele!

I think some of you would not know her.. i shall tell more about her when I am actually able to address her.. I have not been able to write to her with open heart after the death of her 20 year old son on 15th July this year.. I feel like crying but still can't try to say a few words to her.. someone could help me break the ice.. She is the biggest fan of Brother much much bigger than AZ could think of.. no, no, I am not trying to tease him.. I know he is a big enough fan.. it only shows how big a fan she could be..
Love you Gisele even If I am not able to send messages across.. Love you from the core of my heart.. Love you for being what you are.. Love you as much as one human being can love another.. and to say the truth I love you more than I love brother Amitabh ( Sorry brotehr! for telling the truth, Tis true but strange for strange is not always the truth..)

Everyone, who has not found a mention here must be an Indian.. and I know Indians do not mind too mcuh and forgive too easily.. Love you all friends and wish you all as well..
Bhaai tum to ho Dubai
Yahan Christmas ki badhaai
deta tumko chhota bhhai
nahi nahi mai kanhaai
Madhushala ki duhaai
mai to rahta mumbai
deta sabko badhaai

Abhaya Christputra

Hindi and English Poetry - AB day 611 (ii)

Dear Brother
Sadar Charan Sparsh

So there we are at last.. at the heights.. with some of these pictures I tend to equate your heights in performances over these 40 years that we have been knowing you..

I have lot of scribbling to be shared .. par pahle kuchh mitha ho jaaye.. arrey bhai Auro paas jo ho gaya hai.. Vaise Auro to 5th December ko hi pass ho gaya thaa... maine bhi uski copy jaanchi thee.. he had scored 10 out of 10.. much ahead of the rest of those who took the exam..

Lets break here and take a route to Hindi and surprisingly poetry.. no, no, not poetry but thoughts in poverty.. I can't think in English so I feel my poetry would sound like poverty.. Lets first have what may not be liked as much.. and more so for the fact that I won't have to leave this post and switch over to invoking Hindi font.. (Don’t you laugh Valorie! I am not Adams but an Eve's son.. so says allegory..)

I know no bounds
I live unbound
to discover and define
the life that we found!

The guy next door
is my friend for sure!

The one who has heart
The one blessed with a mind
The one who is soft
The one who acts kind
The one who laughs or
The one who cries
The one who gets angry
The one who loves trees
The one who is a man
The one who is always free
The one who is seldom busy
The one who lives for others
The one who dies for his brothers
The one who is divine
The one who never whines
The one who talks with me
The one who walks with me
The one who is made of flesh
The one who is all of bones

He is dear to me!!!


I know some people would be wondering what exactly is this non-sense that they can make no sense.. I had warned few days back that I can not write poetry in Englissh.. No, no, not that I can write poetry in Hindi but I can give it a try! wait and see what folllows next!!

Love you all those who liekd it and not liked it at all!!

Love You and Treat you Right!
Abhaya Sharma


सपने-अपने अपने सपने !

कहीं कोई दिल में
ये ख्वहिश दबी सी
है देती थी दस्तक
नही अजनबी सी

मुझे क्या पता था
क्या मुझको खबर थी
है दामन से लिपटी
नई ज़िंदगी थी !

तुम्हे क्या बताउं
मै क्या अब सुनाउं
ये दिल की लगी थी
नही दिल्लगी थी !

कैसे, कहां, कब
किसे मैं जताउं
कि ख्वबों में ही
एक दुनिया सजाउं !

भाई है दुनिया का
हर भाई मेरा
बहन भी लगे न
कभी भी पराई !

मेरे दिल से पूछे
कोई भी कभी भी
मेरी ज़िंदगी की है
ये सांसें सभी की !

न परमाणु बम हो
न कोई भी गम हो
हंस कर कटे
ज़िंदगानी हमारी !

मरने के सौ-सौ बहाने
मिलेंगे
जीने को हम आज फिर से
मिलेंगें !

नही नाम से कोई मतलब
हमारा
नही कोई शिकवा न गफलत
इशारा !

चलो आज हम फिर
फिकर छोड़ जी लें
जो खाई हो कसमें
उन्हे तोड़ जी लें !

मिल कर रहे थे
मिल कर रहेंगें
धरती को अपनी
मां धरती कहेगे !!!

अभय शर्मा
(मुझे उम्मीद है कुछ एक लोग इसे कविता कहने में संकोच नही करेंगें, पसंद करें या ना करें इसकी कोई गारंटी मैं नही ले सकता !!!)

AB day 611(i)

Oh Brother!

You were quite quick to address us back once you realised there did exist some technical glitch and your understanding of the jargon.. it bemuses when you say ... but the fact of the matter is that I know damn all about all this ..

coool brother pretty cool.. I know what you wanted to convey.. despite all your knowledge this idiotic machine fails to take requests from you or fails to abide by your sense of urgency.. hopefully the guy who comes to help would be able to put the pictures there as and when he comes to your rescue.. we can wait..

aur kya chal raha hai Dubai mei bhaai.. vahan kahan pahunch gaye phir se.. I think you were there very recently at DIFF if I am not wrong.. No, no, I am not questioning you.. maine to aise hi poochh liya dubai kya aap jahan jee chahe aao-jaao.. hum logon ki connectivity barkaraar hai to Dubai ya Hawaai se hamen kahaan inkaar hai..

I can only feel that you are enjoying life after the grerat success of Paa.. hope Abhishek too gets a good acknowledgement for his role as Amol Arte.. maine to use kaafi kam number diye thhey... yet he was at his best better than Guru and Bunty-Babli.. How is he doing.. mujhse naraaz to nahi hai na.. us din (28th November ko) jab achanak yeh dono mere saamane kahde thhey kuchh soojha hi nahi ki inase kya kahoon.. lagbhag hakka-bakka sa bas dekhata hi rah gaya thha.. chalo khair.. give him my love.. I hope his TV avtar would be as sensational as what you had in your first TV appearance.. All the best to him and to Aishwarya too.. did she give those copies of the two poems (28th November, agan) I had submitted to her.. Kavi Ka samman and pranay-prasingini.. nahi dee to koi baat nahi.. mujhe aaj bhi yah viswaas nahi ho raha hai ki I was there at Bachchan Sandhya..

Kal ki kya taiyaari hai.. I mean kal kise jita rahe ho.. yeh Sehwag ne Kumar ko kyon nahi khilaya.. I did not like it.. he has to be roped in tom. for sure.. vaise to agar Irfan bhi andat aa jaaye to kya buraai hai.. vaise Lanka ki team achchha khel rahi hai agar jayasuriya fit hai to uska khelana to tay baat hai.. he is still a force to reckon at 40 years of age.. bhaai.. Karthik ke behaviour se bhi main khush nahi hoon.. maana he has to reinforce his chances by playing good cricekt but having denied Sachin his 46th ODI hundred is criminal so to say..

Kal baat karate hain.. This Sanjith, here on the blog is also deeply interested in cricket.. I hope he gets to read this post.. and Tumpa Bon.. thinks that every time I am not writing here I must be busy with cricket.. arrey bhai.. aur bhi gham hain zamane mei cricket ke alava.. I have spent quite some time with Buddha Aur Naach Ghar.. Can I get a copy of some of the other poems.. scan karke upload kar sakate ho.. mujhe kyaa karun smvedana lekar tumhaari.. aur akelpan ka bal pahchaan.. chahiye thee.. dekh lo.. agar possible ho tabhi karana agar jhanjhat lage to koi baat nahi.. I will look for other avenues..

Lunch ke liye aayaa thaa.. aloo-matar ki sabzi aur parathe hai.. khaoo to bataao.. ek plate aapke liye bhi lagaa leta hoon.. aaj ghar par akela hi hoon.. kyaa aloo-methi chaahiye thhee.. bhai.. phir to aapko wait karana padega..

haan, ek naya kamara office mei kal hi mila hai.. bada hai.. kaafi spacious bhi hai.. abhi internet connectivity baaki hai.. isliye puraani jagah se hi kaam kar raha hoon.. theek hai phir milte hain.. Dubai se Mumbai kab aa rahe ho..
Love, affection, admiration and regards

Abhaya Sharma

A repsonse to AB's long post of day 599

Dear Brother

Sadar Pranaam

As I have just finished reading the entire post only now.. should I congratulate you over such a massive piece on entertainement and its future and values and its whole caricature.. I don;t know if that word could be used to describe the theses on the subject..

I would just say that entertainment in coming years may achieve many forms as edutainment besides infotainemt.. naraators and actors would always be required.. they would always be a constant component of the story of entertainment..

An every time we would discuss entertainment and some of its associated figures we would always be reminded of you that is some sort of immortality that comes to you.. how long it lasts can not be known.. Gurudev lives even today so does Vivekanand the latter may not have been entertainer in the real sense of the word but in its extended extension..

There would always be reasons to live in the past in every present.. the human tendency is governed by its remembering of its past and its evaluating its future.. what you have achieved may have appeared a bit dry to few.. to me as well when did not have as much time in the day.. it does hold significant value.. even if it is derived from other sources.. a compilation that is made available and accessible will always hold value and command significance.. what I found that what you discussed and debated had some very close connectivity to your personal self as well..

The cinema will always have its entertainment value even if it assumes other roles too.. recreation of an individual human being is always going to remain an important ingredient of the society for many more years.. that we learn from the past.. there were entertainers all around deep into the history and by the same analogy there would be entertainers all over in the future of mankind and humanity.. The recreation if it could also bask in some sort of social and moral suppositions in its fold should definitely be a welcome move..

I think I would read this post one more time to assimilate its essence for my own good use as well.. some of the findings that have been discussed and presented hold true not only for entertanment alone but for rest of professions as well..

I get a feeling that I did get to read something very essential to our existence and living.. good work.. I have to loo up the links as well.. as and when I get time..

Love, Respect and RegardsAbhaya Sharma

Post script: That you could speak like Auro without the mask on.. what a commendale feat sir.. and how could you enjoy the cricket like rest of us.. when you reacted the way you reacted.. you appeared as knoweldgeable of cricket as any one of us who feel to be prod of our association with the game.. yet I would say that you chose the right format to make an appearance.. do you also plan to own a team was not answered.. or I missed that.. I would not mind working for such a team in any capacity other than a player.. you would not want a 50 year old to be in the playing side.. there are many aspects of cricket that i feel deserve a good human angle like the one you described when asked about so many wides.. I a really very-very impressed and I do not try to impress upon you that you get impressed by my being impressed.. many cricket lovers would have loved your short stay at the extra-cover.. it was a good act..

Auro - My new Friend..

Respected Brother
Sadar Charan Sparsh

Have a great time in Dubai.. at DIFF.. to be more accurate.. to receive recognition must have by now become a second way of life.. recognition of your efforts over the years.. recognition for creativity.. recognition for entertainer numero uno.. recoginition for being Amitabh Bachchan.. recognition by India.. recognition by France, England and now Dubai and several other countries.. recognition for Hindi Cinema world over.. recognition by your EF should be a matter not as important as some others.. yet I Abhaya Sharma.. member or could I use one of the senior EF.. not merely by age but also by presence here for a long duration want to say this..

Brother, little did we expect that one day we would be so close to you through this medium.. little did I (as a first person) realise that I would be fortunate enough to have spend three hours under the same roof at Bharatiya Vidya Bhavan.. Little did we (Amrit and Savita join) thought that PAA would be such a great movie.. Little did we all (the EF) had ever beleived that we would be on a daily meeting exercise with you.. your time management skills must be a lesson to the management curriculum on the subject.. in a nutshell.. we are blessed to be with you on this short journey of life.. short but filled with joy and much that makes life worth living.. we learn from you each day.. we almost have created a second world for ourselves.. however virtual it may appear to naive it is real in every sense of the word..

I must add hurriedly that there could not have been a better utilization of the new medium in Internet by me other than being able to connect to you at will.. I know I felt let down by my own acts in not waiting a little longer at the green room and giving up on the lifetime opportunity to be able to see you from a hand shaking distance.. it was not to be.. it was not the time when I should have disturbed you .. knowing well how many bigwigs might not have got a chance to say simply hello to you that night or the other night at the premier of PAA.. no, no, I did not appear for PAA's premier.. I could not..

PAA everyone here on the EF must see atleast once and if possible in theater alone.. no, no, I am not advertising the film I am only offering a suggestion.. I am only here to remind you that one must not miss the opportunity to meet 13 year old Auro.. that one must not miss a great movie of modern times.. brother is a part of it or rather a central character is only a secondary fact... primarily it is a great movie..

More later
With Love to you Auro for being so lively despite the sudden ageing process that changed your physical configuration.. your presence was indeed a blessing.. a lesson in life to be more precise..
Love, Affection and Pyaar
Abhaya Sharma

kahan tak ye man ko ---

बातों बातों में -

कहाँ तक यह मन को
अंधेरे छलेंगे
उदासी भरे दिन कभी तो ढलेंगे
...
कभी सुख कभी दुःख
यही जिंदगी है
यह पतझड़ का मौसम
घड़ी दो घड़ी है
नए फूल कल फिर
डगर में खिलेंगे
उदासी भरे दिन कभी तो ढलेंगे
भला तेज कितना हवा का हो झोंका
मगर अपने मन में तू
रख यह भरोसा
जो बिछडे सफर में
तुझे फिर मिलेंगे
उदासी भरे दिन कभी तो ढलेंगे

कहे कोई कुछ भी
मगर सच यही है
लहर प्यार की जो
कहीं उठ रही है
उसे एक दिन तो किनारे मिलेंगे
उदासी भरे दिन कभी तो ढलेंगे
कहाँ तक ते मन को अंधेरे छलेंगे
उदासी भरे दिन कभी तो ढलेंगे

अभय शर्मा
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4TIfCdc0HJs

Amitabh Ziibbu - My Dear Friend

Respected Brother
Sadar Charan Sparsh
I am indeed here to reciprocate the love to some of the fine members of FmXTt who continue to feel for me despite I haveing decided to not to cross refer. I t sounds so very painful of me to be so harsh to some of these lovely characters here on the blog..

Yet in the hindsight I know that it was not such a wrong decision.. my apologies to all those who refer to me and I am not able to do so.. I would not dictate that they too should act like me. It is not in my interest to tell anyone what one is expected to do..

For once again I was aty loss f words to find someone infringing the Amitabh ziibbu- the greatest living fan of AB to be misused by someone in casting acerbic and atrocious remarks on someone very close to the blog and to me as well.. if the targetting man does have guts he should resurface with proper identity.. it indeed is sad way of naming individuals and referring them the way it has been done..

I am referring to day 555 and the comment is #601 or so I beleive.. amd it would be a very humble request to our dear friend AZ to issue his part of the say on the matter.. in either case..
Life as such is full of test and trials at every step ansd as eery day progresses and if it has to be burdened with additional troubles while showing or exhibiting our love and affection to the man we have loved all our life on this blog.. it surely does amount to an unfortunate event..

May I thus have a privilege for the first time to seek your intervention brother to seek from the server people to get to know the email id of the man who wrote these comments on day 555.. the one who has been indulging in such acts can not be stopped in the first place.. yet if at a later time it is discovered and referred should it not be removed at the first opportunity… Thus my request is to nab the culprit and get his this particualr post deleted..

Love and Affection

Abhaya Sharma

PS I know I did not share the match yesterday with you.. I was not knowing that India could loose a game where they were just required to make 251 runs.. and Australia has proved one point all over again.. that they are the best side.. that they were the best side.. and that they will remain the best side when it comes to discuss one day cricket..Of course the team that plaeyed better as a unit.. the team that applied itself to the tasks at hand did win the game.. at one satge it did appear that Aussies might simply go ahead to make 280 or thereabouts yet they could muster only 250 on the board.. yet the way they bowled and fielded except for the birthday boy Johnson it was something extraordinary when the final result was announced.. Australia drubbing Inda by 24 runs.. Good work by Bollinger and Watson.. and admirably supported by every member on the field..

------------ The response from Amitabh Ziibbu---------

DEAR ABHAYA JI..
I HAVE GIVEN THE REQUIRED REPLY ON BLOG # 560 FOR THE BLOG #555 AND COMMENT # 601 BY WHICH YOU HURT ME BADLY & YOU ARE REALLY SUCCESSFULL IN DOING SO...I'M ACTUALLY PAYING THE BIG PRICE OF BEING WORSHIPPER OF "PITAMAHA"... YOU SHOULD'VE FIRST ASKED ME THE SAME PERSONALLY THEN SHOULD WRITE SOMETHING CLEVERLY ON THE BLOG... I HAVE MORE THEN 200 SMSES , CALL RECORDINGS, MAILS, & MESSAGES ON YAHOO FOR THE PROOFS BUT I'M QUIET & SHALL BE FOREVER...YOU'VE DONE YOUR LEVEL BEST TO HURT ME DEEPLY & WITH ME , MY HEART TOO IS CRYING...AND NOW, I WILL TALK TO "PITAMAHA"BEFORE I FINISH MYSELF... MANY-MANY THANKS!
REGARDS & LAGE RAHIYE.. (TO HURT INNOCENTS)
AZ
--------------------My new response to him-------

Dear ATOZ
What is it that has felt you behave like this.. my first reaction to it was that I thought it was not probably you.. the way you told me after the posts concerning between us.. I only wanted to give you the benefit of dount.. I had thought it was not you..But what you wrote here and on the blog it does seem that it was indeed you.. If as you say you have reasons to behave the way you did I am not blaming you.. You sometimes behave too funnily.. why should you take everything said about you to your heart did I not say that you are the biggest living fan of Mr. Bachchan and even if I do not say that.. would it change your position even one inch.. You are indeed the biggest fan and you will remain so..

Let me reproduce my post to you here and explain elaborately.. Do definitely talk to brother.. do definitely clarify your stand and my misunderstandings.. but don't call names to others without exposing them and why should you expose Reeham.. what has been happening between two of you I am not aware.. yet brother just think we are Hindus.. we hae been taught to be tolerant of other religions.. We are Indians who consider the guest only next to Gods.. it was only in that respect and in that light that I had posted my comments.. Yo see I hardly take any names of the people on the blog.. reason is to avoid hurting those whose names get missed out..You have a special place in my heart and shall always continue to have the same place.. the biggest Amitabh fan..
It is all right if you forward this email to him.. it is all right if my posts are not accepted there.. I am after all nobody.. I am nobody compared to the kind of position you have with him (deservingly).. so relax and take life sportingly.. agar koi kuchh kabhi galat bhi kah raha hai.. aur baad mein apani galti maan leta hai to ismein harz hi kya hai.. har din tumhaari buraai karata firata hoon aisa to nahi hai naa.. aur braai tumhaari us din bhi nahi kari thee boss. Chalo ab thande dimaag se socho aur agar mujhe bhaai manate hi ho to hans ke dikhaao..
With lots of love
Abhaya Sharma
PS nahi mujhe kisi SMS calls ki parawaah nahi hai.. mujhe kuchh bataane ki zaroorat nahi hai.. mai yah manane ko taiyaar hoon ki tumne jo bhi kaha uska kuchh na kuchh to kaaran hoga.. par yah baat blog par likhane se achchha hota ki tum us vyakti ko hi likhate..agar tumhaare paas puraani facebook ke messages pade hai to shayad aakhiri post meri thhee jiska shayad tumne jawaab isliye nahi diya ho ki tum vyast rahe ho.. agli baar mumbai aaoge to mujhse mile binaa mat jaana. mera mobile number agar tumhe chahiye to main bhej doonga..